Ok so finally I get the time to write about my last quiz. The quiz that I conducted in my second home, Scindia, the place where I spent the formative years of my life. That’s where I conducted my last quiz. I am an Ex-Scindian and I’ve been conducting the Platinum Jubilee Memorial Quiz(or Plat as it is fondly called) for 3 years now.
Just 6 years ago I was on the other side of the table (for the record I came second) In the three years that I have been a quizmaster for this quiz, Scindia has won it once, in 2010. Today, I am more interested in talking about why I feel nervous before taking the stage for Plat, every time. (The review for the quiz can be found here) Is it because emotions always take a front seat whenever I go back to my alma mater? Or is it just a figment of my imagination? Or is it because the burden of expectations in a familiar setting is a lot more?
The concern comes from the fact that in my brief history of 2 years of being a quizmaster, in the last year or so (at least) I have never trembled when on stage. But in Scindia, the night before the quiz I had a difficult time. So was the case in 2009 & 2010 Plat. That uneasiness and restlessness just wouldn’t go. I could hardly sleep. And even in the morning when I was getting ready I was shivering, for no reason. The only comforting factor was when Ma’am Bishnoi (my English teacher from school- one of the few teachers still in Scindia from my time) came and made tea for me and when Mr. Ramesh Sharma (the band teacher) tied the tie for me, a simple task I just couldn’t pull off (thank you, shaky hands).
Ok the quiz began and for the first ten minutes I ran out of jokes. They-just-wouldn’t-come-to-me. I started pathetically (I missed the introduction of teams!!), but after about 10 odd minutes I approached the flow(As Tony Hsieh says in Delivering Happiness). The teams were comfortable, so were I and the audience. As I keep saying, one of the bigger determinants of the success of a quiz is NOT how the participants perceived it, but how the audience thinks it is. Being a showman working towards the feedback effect is what I strive for; it just brings out the best in me. The greater the feedback the better the performance, the better the performance the greater the feedback. Repeat.
The obvious answer I think is the fact that there’s a huge emotional connect I have with Scindia. The friends, the teachers, the pride in being a Scindian, the daily routine set according to the Astachal and the byes after every meal as if it’s the last time we’re meeting, amongst other priceless memories weigh heavily on me. The aatma of Scindia is what I’m talking. The fact that I spend 2 extra days before the quiz every year in school in its usual form, unlike the noise of the Founder’s day, adds to the tension. But will I trade off those emotionally drenching two days for those 10 minutes of solid start? I don’t think so.
Thank god I only ask the questions!!

